Either drop advanced maths or apply myself. Please. I don’t want all of my English subjects suffering because I’m too busy having constant panic attacks about Maths. At the same time I don’t want to let my teachers down.
- Commit to a long term goal. I want to aim for something in my life and be passionate about it. I want to be able to work towards that goal.
Calm down. The followers of my blog have no idea how frequent my panic attacks have been getting. Lately I’ve have them every day for two weeks. It’s tearing me apart and I feel so depressed I just couldn’t be bothered changing anything. I just feel so tired. Stop eating so much shit. Seriously. Today’s meals included:
Breakfast: A coffee and a handful of lollies.
Lunch: Another handful or lollies with pepsi.
Dinner: A coffee frappe, chocolate sundae and a large fries from McDonald.
Manage my money better. No split second decisions. I want to achieve one thing everyday. It doesn’t matter what it is, just one thing. Something as simple as doing the washing or writing a blog. No sitting around doing nothing. I want to focus on buying skirts, I really don’t have much. I want to read more. I also want to visit the library more often.
- I really want to be happy. It’s a lot harder said than done.
I want to write more. Poetry, lyrics, little stories. I want to write for fun. I’ll even post it up on here. Complete my HSC and get into university.
Blog changes: (Preferably that will help some of these goals)
- Saturday posts will now include a writing/poetry section as to try and get myself writing for fun again. I miss it. Let there be angst!
I think that’s all, as for now. I don’t want to have too many things to work on, on this blog.